Personal Reflections during YTT - Group Teaching Experience
I’m currently about 40% of the way through my yoga teacher training (YTT) experience. I’ve completed:
8/10 in person yoga sessions
4/10 in person observations
4/12 in person apprenticeship sessions
5/11 in person weekend training sessions
Taught my first group class
Submitted my student project proposal
My husband is lovingly salty that I’m about to pass him in ‘percentage complete’ while he’s completing his MBA program. We’re probably a little too competitive but it pushes us both to be the best version of ourselves.
I started YTT to really uncover the sequencing and anatomy to self treat my own physical discomfort and I totally nerd out over the anatomy books and dig into each pose for the primary and secondary muscles it activates or releases. I knew I wanted to teach but I wasn’t sold on the idea of me actually doing it UNTIL we taught our first class as a group — more on this experience below.
I’ve been in the technology field since I was 17. I’m nerdy, but I’ve never built my own PC for fun. I had to work hard, incredibly hard, to gain the skills, respect and momentum to get where I am today. In my first month of YTT training we were assigned to write about Ahisma or non harming and in that reflection I wrote about how the largest thing harming me are my thoughts. Would I ever feel like “Chief Engineer in Charge” wasn’t my largest professional accomplishment. Talk about a moment of clarity! I immediately hit submit on the assignment before I could talk myself out of it and carried on with my day.
Then comes our first teaching assignment. 7 of us volunteered to teach the gentle yoga class. I was assigned the standing poses: Virabhadrasana II (warrior II), Viparita Virabhadrasana (reverse warrior), Utthita Parsvokonasana (extended side angle), and Trikonasana (triangle pose). The day before the class I was also assigned Utthita Tadasana (wide legged pose or 5 point star). I did all the things to prepare — teach myself, teach my husband, dig into my manual for common misalignments, record myself doing and then teaching the poses, and writing the poses in English and Sanskrit. I felt amazing going into the day and even better after completing the assignment.
The experience thus far has reaffirmed that:
I love teaching people not just the engineers that work on my teams
Proper alignment in a pose activates more muscles making it one hell of a workout
I was probably going through the motions for the last decade of my yoga journey not getting all the benefits yoga has to offer
I absolutely have the passion and compassion to serve as an instructor in any capacity I choose
This practice, my practice, is evolving in the same way that I am through this journey. I’m sharing now because I feel ready to further open my practice, my heart, and my mind to others along the way. Also, as I figure out my student project specifics there’s an opportunity for us to grow together.